dreadnought

go. fuck. off. go get attention. tons and tons of them. go get something. go get it. swim in it. then go crave for more. go get everything you want. everything. every fucking thing. then go fuck yourself up.

disgusted. annoyed. irritated. a hard, solid, bitter puke in my gut. infuriated. rabid. feel the anger in my silence. taste the wrath in my coldness. holding back the lash of my evil words. wrath like the hurricane. wrath like the bomb. wrath. but there was only the quiet. the eye of the storm. placid. but bursting. exploding. just underneath my skin.

fuck you. one big-eyed greedy horrid hag. fuck you. fuck your insatiable appetite. screwing everyone. see them sprawling on your little web of lust and hunger. desperation + obsession = everything. get everything. take it. go. just go. but no. everything is not enough. you went in and wagged it to my face. wag that you get what could not be mine. wag it more. wag it here. wag it there. wag it everywhere. see my vomit + snot on your fucking fake face. rip off your lowly glamour. strip you to nakedness. what have you got left. nothing. nothing. nothing. because i am a smug. at least, i have broken little pieces. at the very least, i have ashes. you. you have nothing. nothing but the empty vacant space of your vacuous hole of existence. so empty i have to be redundant. because there's nothing in you but your vainglory. how awful.

so go fuck off. and this irrational reality. that beasts get the best.


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