faded

I feel sorry for myself for not giving more chance to people who deserved it and only realizing it when they had already left. I feel sorry for myself for giving more chance to people who least deserved it and only realizing it when they had already taken my trust and messed with it. I became a friend to an enemy and a stranger to many, all because I chose to put my discernment on the backseat. All because I put much faith on someone whom I thought cared so much for me who turned out to be only looking after about her own game, gain, and popularity.

This post is a tribute to those people I was unable to give enough chance. People who still regarded me as their friend no matter how much wall I placed to separate myself from them. Only now do I get to realize that wall should have never even existed to begin with. I should have known better. And though our connections could turn faded with time and distance, I will always be grateful for knowing you all even for just a short while and having your warm company to help me get through the cold tough tides on the fishbowl we all used to swim into.