Wow. 2009's about to end in less than 3 hours. Adnd it's good to look back and know that this blog has been around for a year now. It started from juliescope and currently known as juliegraffiti to a very few people who follows it.
It's really hard to look back from the beginning of this year and have a clear recall of where time went. Every single day was a different ride. I met many people, went places, started vices... All the beauty and crap of it all makes it drastically different than my previous years. A little more grown up, a little less stiff. Outpour of emotions and an army of confusion. The inner turmoil has always been present, but I learned to slowly face them one by one. Crap! I don't know what I'm saying, but don't worry, there's no booze for tonight, and the alcohol I had earlier this day had already mixed with my pee, hopefully.
I fucking miss this blog. One of the few places I can just be normal, no matter how strange I could seem. And I know I have been missing for months now, but lately, it was because I chose to spend as much time with that coral in the murky fishbowl. But that's going to be another story.
2010. Hopefully, I'll be able to keep my word to be more busy and be much more "normal" - by my own standards. No promises, no expectations. Just exhaust your limits and be a lesser stiff. Peace, love, and rock 'n roll! Happy New Year everyone!
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